ive been back in texas since January... so far its been good i guess, love being with my kids and my girl belen. I HATE dating lol, why is it so complicated damn it. I just loose interest so quickly. oh well... anyways im feeling pretty messed up right now, headache from hell. i went out last night didnt sleep till 0330am woke up at 0700am to watch my two kids and my friends two kids... I just wanna lock myself in the bathroom at this moment. I took a physical fitness test scored pretty high 292 out of 300 so ill be getting a neat patch to add to my PT uniform so i can show everyone what a stud i am lol... the more i drink liquor, coffe, and smoke the stronger, and faster i get lmao. I want to take a vacation to key west around may, tara will be joining me... oh yeah been trying to get in touch with JENNIFER! and cant wait to see her and afton, we shall have some crazy fun!